Well what had happened was....

My gosh I can't believe I haven't blogged since September!!??!!! Where have I been? Can't tell yall! Well here are some quickie updates!

1. I am no longer single I met a realllly nice guy and things are going well! Really happy about that

2. I been AWOL from Weight Watchers too :0( What did that get me? All but 2 pounds away from my highest weight. Not cute.

3. I have had a whirlwind food blowout with a few workouts here and there. My clothing is sooo tight! B/c I had the foresight to get ride of my "old clothing" I have a very limited selection very frustrating.

4. The new job is going well I got an excellent performance evaluation for my 6 month review! I am very happy about that.

5. Back in say October I went to a weight loss surgery seminar to gather some information. It was eye opening and I pretty much said ok you need to try this as an option. I started watching V-blogs on YouTube and the common theme from the seminar to the V-blogs is this is still A LOT of work! I am shocked at how many people lose say 40 pounds and get stuck there b/c they still haven't worked on the reasons they use food the wrong way. That scares me I want to know I am learning and growing its the only way to really be successful.

6. I rejoined WW today I canceled my pre-op appointment mainly b/c its $200.00 and insurance will not cover it and I wasn't so wise with my money worst case I could have gotten the money but I think I need to try and refocus and get back on track with WW and my exercise and learn these mental lessons I need to learn before I do something drastic like surgery so when and if I decided to get it I can know I have the mental part in check and will not fail. I cooked this weekend and went to the gym to workout so I am slowly getting it back to where it was before!

Ok so that's the update I'll try and do better!